Sunday, 19 May 2019

Everything will be fine? I hope so ;)

ALERT: THIS POST IS QUITE DOWN, AVOID READING IT IF YOU FEEL UNEASY.

Well, there's less than 3 weeks to go for final.
To be honest, I'm already under over stress,
Lot of assignments still in pending...
Although recently I burn midnight oil till early morning,
But I can't effort to complete every thing as I scheduled before.
And overthinking about everything making it worse!
I barely can't handle it.
This is the first time in my life felt this.
I need to source out stresses in order to proceed in my study.
But I can't tell what I'm worried of to my family members... 
as I don't want them to worry about me.
So everything still completely keep inside me,
And as time passes, it burdened me very much.

Until the day before yesterday, 
I poured out everything that burdened me so much to my bestie, Joey Lee :)
I thought I will not telling to anyone else, just bare it on my own,
I don't know how I started, but it just happened.  

She patiently listened to what I have poured out,
And she gave me lot of suggestions;
asking me to have time for myself to relax;
listening to chilling music that calm my mind and so on.
After talk to her, I feel relieve! 
I feel much better than before!

Although Dr. Zaleha might surprise that mostly the name, Joey Lee appeared in my posts, but she is the only one who always by my side and encouraged me to move forward! :D

Joey Lee, thank you for everything <3 
Especially pull me when I am in desperation :D
So lucky to have you OwO

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